right now,
i'm at this point in my life where my self-esteem
has hit rock bottom .
and no,
i dont need you to boost my confidence.
thanks.
i look in the mirror and i wonder
where the girl i used to be went to.
i'm getting so tired of telling myself to get up in the morning,
tired of motivating myself,
tired of trying to be the best i can be.
and the worst of all this is,
crying for no apparent reason at all at the strangest times.
i feel so empty inside.
i wish i could smile/laugh and actually mean it ,
like i used to.